CHEERS was such a waste of time. Lol sorry shan if you wanted t win. Against 5th seed, you really think we have a chance of winning? Even coach says," You all got nothing to lose what. They are supposed t win right?". HAHAH asshole, like that might as well dont play. He should have at least said some encouraging words if he wanted us t play well, even though we will lose. Crap i wonder why i joined in the first place, now we have t give him money for coming for our match, EVEN THOUGH HE DID NOTHING AT ALL. Just walked off after the match, left him alone talking on the phone & not knowing our match has ended. BASTARD.

SO. Current focus : PROMOS. A big monster. Never felt so scared before, not even in the sec. school prelims. Fear of getting 4 Us, fear of getting retained, fear of getting kicked out of the team. I'm more concerned about studies now, no more badmtn please. Somehow badmtn means nothing to me now, except maybe good friends from the team. Other than that, zero interest in badmtn. So people, dont say anything about badmtn in front of me, it's foreign language to me now. FOR THE TIME BEING, i hope. ):

I've been studying more in the past few days, not very hard, but at least more effort put in, especially in the subjects that I want to do well in. I need to pass, just a pass will do. :D To remain in the team, not because of the love for badmtn/game/teachers, but for the girls & because I got no where else t go. & i seriously think teachers/exco need to have a meeting again, regarding chalet/m'sia trip/training camp. I hope the exco knows what the people want, not just blindly listen and follow. -.- Like that I also can be leader le lah.

It's good to have someone to rely on, whenever you're desperate/need attention/need someone to brighten up your day. Thanks for being there for me, & the endless efforts to make me laugh/smile (: You're the best! ILY :D
Take care of yourself please! Hope the noodles house close down soon! :P
"We are noodles folks!"

OH. & Youve to work hard to achieve whatever you want, not just say it.

Qin signed off @10:22 PM