Why do we always have t end up like that? It becomes my fault again, I guess I'm just not good enough for you. And I never will be. You're just too...PERFECT I would say. Go find someone who's much more worthy than me.

I thought things would have been alot better if you could get off the bus and maybe we could have a talk? But it seems like you weren't keen, or maybe you were tired & sick, or even maybe you think it's a waste of time t get down. I don't know. I srsly wanted t talk things out, so I kept asking you. But you were just so sure that we were gonna stone and not gonna talk, and that's it.

There are alot of things going on my head, but not saying them out doesnt mean i dont care. You know I rather keep things t myself. I didnt answer the question, not because I dunno the answer, but because I know that you know my answer and it's kinda stupid for me t say the obvious. I just...don't know what t say.

I know now you might be thinking whether t go for the badmtn gathering or not. If you are, don't get affected by me, just go k.

What's the purpose of having a phone when you totally refuse t reply messages?

What's the point of crying when no one knows? You don't even tell me things now.
好辛苦。。我不想放弃。。我觉得自己好差劲。

Qin signed off @8:53 PM