Back for first trng after cny. Finally gotta see how the Joel looks like, hahah. Trng has been...I dnt knw how t put it, just maybe the passion isn't there anymore? And I felt even worse when I realized tht my fitness has dropped t super low. I guess tht's the effect of not trng for 2 weeks, plus the accumulation of fats during cny. Even I'm surprised at how slow I can get. It's really disappointing.

Had pe this morning, right after my break from my injury and cny. Ether's class joined us this time, but I heard they are back t their original slot agn. Anyw, pe tday was a killer, or maybe it's just me. Ran 2.4km, and I was fainting when I came back. Tried t keep up w ether and sherm who were in front, was really tiring. 2.4 and i'm alrd like tht, what abt road run? It's 3.6 btw, gosh. Wondered how I survived it last year.

Pt for trng tday, suicides for four courts, then 10 pushups, situps and burpees (is it spelt like that?) each. We did 5 sets of tht. I was still trying t recover from morning's pe, and I still have t do that. Life is sooooooo miserable. Sparred tday w swee, srsly both of us were like sianned all the way. I just can't feel the motivation t push myself, maybe, just maybe, the purpose is not thr anymore. I feel tht the stagnant period has come back agn, it's irritating. I've been considering t quit badmtn, SUGGESTIONS, anyone?

Pe tmrw agn, same route. I'm so dead. Badmtn players must build their fitness up agn, or just me la LOL. Too much slacking! And yea I need t priortise.

Mrs Goh's hse next week, tentative. :]

& I can't stand ppl who dnt pick up calls. For goodness sake, put your phones on outdoor mode if you're sleeping or away from it! Ohmy. This is so irritating!

Qin signed off @9:41 PM