lalala I know I shouldn't be blogging at such an godly hour, but I've been blog-hopping, and I thought it's a good time t pen my thoughts down! Or maybe type :]

A SPECIAL SOMEONE.

A new year, I hope for a better beginning.
this few months, i'm sorry if i've hurt you in one way or another
i didn't mean t, acty srsly speaking no one will always mean t hurt one another
unless you are crazy or inhuman
seeing you sad saddens me too
but the irony is that im the one making you sad.
my words, my action.

i've always let my immaturity control the whole of this relationship
and it always create trouble for me and you.
the fights and quarrels over small matters,
come t think of it, it's acty not worth it.
all the times when we could spend quality time tgt
it's sometimes wasted, when both of us get mad at each other.
i've never wanted t hurt you, i dont wna lose you
but sometimes, just a little recklessness will spoil everything.
im sorry, i really am.
for those of the times
when i've made you feel hurt and lonely and upset
just because of my selfishness.

you told me, never t regret.
i will change, before you change heart and i regret.
thanks for the patience
if not for that, i think it will be the end.
thanks also, for accompanying me whenever i wanted you to
it made me smile.
thanks, for getting kiddy with me,
gng around minitoons and toysrus
looking at the same soft toys a million times
and you never complained.
thanks for the occasional sweets & cookies,
you know i love them.
all these small efforts,
i rmb them,
and i appreciate them.
thanks, for gng around places in singapore with me
for tolerating me when im lazy,
for pushing me on when i'm dreading homework
for paying for stuff when u knw i acty have the money,
for cheering me up whenever im upset
for caring for me when im sick
and for many many more
cant list bcause you've done so much for me.
but i must emphasize
many many thanks for putting up with my temper,
i promise t change.
&&&
most imptly,
THANKS FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE :D
and of coz thanks for everything else too.
youre really impt t me.

i believe its fate
that we met each other in this school
the same cca, the same class.
it might even be fate, that you retained
just so we can be tgt in the same class :O
but in any way, fate brought us tgt
to let us know each other better,
to eventually rely on each other
& make each other the most person on earth.

remember the days
when you were gng through hard times in school
i stayed by you
even though you were not anybody t me
just like how you stayed with me
when i had difficulty in studies.
remember those times,
when ppl disapprove of us,
gossiping behind our backs
you know who those ppl are.
but we pressed on,
we didnt give up,
and i'm glad t have friends like sihui t support us,
and most imptly,
i'm glad we lasted till now.
see,
we've proven those people wrong,
whoever who looked dwn on us,
and said we couldnt last.
look at us now,
WE DID IT (:

this post is dedicated t you
because i would not have managed the year 2008 without you.
the help youve given
the love youve showered me with
or even just your presence
brighten up my day.
i look forward t school
because i know i will see you, & of coz my friends too.

you are precious t me,
i wont wna come t the point,
when we have t come t the end.
the future, no one knows
but for the road that is ahead of us
i hope we can walk through it,
hand in hand
helping each other along the way.
the rest,
we will leave it t fate,
but i know we would have at least done our best
so that we wont have any regrets.

you matter the most t me,
i love you.
we will survive 2009 together.

Qin signed off @2:33 AM