Phew. Finally got this stupid shit done.
I accidentally deleted my song, links and tagboard! So yeaa gotta find everything back again. & yes it's settled :]

Surf and Sweat tmrw! Hope it doesnt rain man, otherwise we will be the lucky batch that doesnt get to participate 2 yrs in a row. D: PEOPLE PRAY! Oh anyw I'm partnering baby. :D

Went studying w baby tday, I like it. Maybe it's just the company hahahaha but ohwells at least I studied.

Sleeping soon! Long day tmrw....

Qin signed off @10:49 PM

All the promises..I wonder if you still remember any of them.
Maybe it's just me..
I just feel so lonely and hurt. Now I finally know how you felt last time when I treated you badly. The feeling is just so terrible, so terrible..

I wish I can just hold on t you and never let go.
I feel so unwanted.. you said you never will make me feel that way.
i rly dnt knw what happened t u recently.. i just tried t improve myself t make u happy, and i hope you are. The tone you used just now when i called you, it's just so unlike you. why?

Pls.. dont say those awful words again. i rly cant take it.
i just want your company, so that i can have a shoulder t rely on..
baby.. dont leave.. wo ai ni, i rly do.
心好痛...

Labels: deeply hurt

Qin signed off @11:39 PM

I'm just so scared. Please don't say tht t me anymore. You know I won't be able t take it. No I dnt want it.

Qin signed off @11:37 PM

Cabbed home from baby's house tday, ohmygosh the driver is super disgusting. He kept singing Jacky Cheung's songs w the cd lol and it's not like his voice is damn nice or smth it's acty gross t the max ah forget about it i just wna rant about it here but yeaa i think i've said enough it's v long alrdy the cab driver is rly siao alrdy i'm so happy he drove so fast so i can quickly get out of his cab and go home eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
PHEW.

Anyw, didnt go t sch tday, fell sick agn ystd. Went polyclinic, super alot of ppl in the end waited for like one hour plus, haiyo. Met baby after that, so happyyyy. Tday is such a happy day cause both of us couldnt stop laughing and we laughed at lame stuff that weren't funny. :O

Postponed Econs test till Thurs. MUG! :]

Baby is so funny.

Qin signed off @9:24 PM

Math test on Monday, Vectors & Probability. I feel good about it hahahah but I think I might fail. :/

Econs test on Tuesday, National Income Stats. I feel totally bad about it hahaha since when have I ever felt good about Econs? I will definitely fail cause I dont even have the notes so I'm gna get it from Zap on Monday but I have training till 9+ on that day so tell me how am I gng t study for it? LOL LONG SENTENCE :D

OH I forgot. Geylang Serai competition tmrw, partnering Stacey. I can only say people wish me luckkkk cause I rly dnt feel like playing. I regretted not opting out that time. Shucks >:(

Anyw, BIG BIG NEWS! Baby is sickkkkkk ): Gosh, please take care of yourself. I haven't fully recover and now I think I got the virus from him again. Ohwells I dont really care about myself, I just want him t recover so that we can go school tgt :D
& I have a terrible headache. Boohoooooo.

LALALA I love baby's smile (:

Qin signed off @9:45 PM

WOW.

Didn't go t school on tuesday, was really sick. Hahaha studied for chem test instead, but aiya couldnt cramp in much. Wednesday's chem test is a killer, i wanted t cry on the spot. Dont ask me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I'm gng back training tmrw! I bet the girls missed me :D Oh anyw we did javelin for PE on Wednesday. Cool stuff. MrsGoh said the action's like our lobbing action, but the thing is I still can't throw far hahaah. Maybe I can't lob. Yeaaa. ):

Math test coming up, we were told of this test long time ago, & in class,
MrsTan : Eh class, study for your maths test ah. Do your tewtorwialsss.
ShengChuan : WHAT~ We have a math test???
Whole class laughed hahaha. He's damn joke.

I finally realised how important you are t me. & I also just realised how lovely your smile is. I just love t see you smile, t see you happy. Baby, don't leave me.

Qin signed off @11:13 PM

OHMYGOODNESS did I mention how tough training was on Wednesday?! 2 hours straight of PT and only netting for the last 10 mintues! 1st time okay! But I'm so glad everyone survived, like srsly. Way t go, team! :]

Chem is driving me nuts. Alkanes t Proteins test on Wednesday. & I'm sick, so how am i supposed t study? SHIATZ.

I'm just so dead. Feel like collapsing on the floor and not moving after that. My class angel is so nice. XD

Qin signed off @8:00 PM

Happy Vday! (: It's kinda late though, it's ending soon :X

But in any case, this is my best valentine's day ever. Other than the chocolates and stuff from the girls, sihui/yuxuan, badmtn & class angel, there's still smth sweet from baby! & it's expensive! felt so bad ): But anyw, had Kenny Rogers Roasters just now, their mashed potato is super nice. After that was a long walk along EastCoastPark. Shared alot of things, and some things cropped up which totally spoilt my day O.o But all is well now. :] Cabbed home and bathed, so here i am now.


Isn't this sweet? He knws I love piglets!

Friday was RoadRun! Didn't run cause i was sick, had excuse from pe for 2 weeks hahaha idk why so long also. Baby didnt run his standard though, he had stitch on both sides. Poor thing. But anyw, first guy t come back was from GAMMA! & he broke the record! OMG hahahaah happiness. GAMMA got 2nd for TA, & 1st for JC i think. Couldnt hear the emcee.

LOL finally a post after so long. Sihui kept asking me t update. She refused t tell me who she was out w just now! Will question her on monday. (: Anyw, just smth random!
Some chemical we did during chem spa and i cant rmb the name. LOL.


I love you baby, nothing will break us apart.

Qin signed off @11:55 PM

好难过，
怎么会有一种想死的感觉？

Qin signed off @12:08 AM

MASS DANCE SESSION @ SUNTEC IS SO FUN! It made me felt like a newbie, gng crazy all over agn. Just that now I'm an OGL'S friend instead of an OGM. Hahahah it's rly nice when I see the j1s also enjoying themselves, cheering&dancing&gng crazy w us! Haiz how I miss Orientation! Zhiyang kept running round the fountain, he definitely enjoyed himself. All the AHS people kept shouting SHENG4 ZHONG1 & it's just so cool. Hahahahah. (:

Oh sheesh I forgot t take photos.
&.
Back t studies now.

I hope baby enjoyed himself just now! :]

Qin signed off @11:40 PM

Didn't go t school tday. Notice I said "didn't go", not "ponned". HAHA but more or less the same?
There are so few people in the class anyw, so many people not around. OGLS, station masters, sick people.. Aiya from what i know only 12/23 people came for class tday. LOL.

I'm srsly behind time, alot of homework piling up. And there's still training, revisions etc t be done. Crap. I mean of course we can choose t do the tutorials and then forget about the subject, but no way when there are tests coming up. I swear the tchers are out there t kill us. Math test on 23rd feb, probability & vectors. I'm fine w this, but chem test on 18th feb! Omg. Alkanes t Proteins! Who the hell remembers Alkanes?! Dnt tell me scholars, they rmb everything. -.-

Wanted t start on chem tday..but some things cropped up so time wasted. Will start soon! Shucks there's gp t be done. Freaking AQ. Nvm i will be a responsible gp rep and hand it in tmrw :]

I'm crashing mass dance at Suntec on Thurs w baby, anyone wna come? (: I so miss mass dance, how come the j1s this year are so not enthu! Go GAMMA! Or is it VERELDA hahahah. I crashed mass dance session in the sch hall, and MUYE is so cute when he dances! :P

OHOHOH TJBT IS PLAYING ANGEL & MORTAL GAME! (: My mortal must be disappointed tday cause I didnt go sch tday t give him/her present! Nvm he/she will reveive tmrw! YAY I HOPE MY ANGEL IS NICE. SRSLY.

Qin signed off @8:15 PM