Stupid headaches..damn irritating. Didn't go t school ytd cause of it. D: Missed Swimming Nats as well, heard girls' relay got 3rd or smth hahah. Well done people!

It's 2a.m. now, I want to sleep! Was rushing some stupid presentation which I dunno if it will be used. Just a spare copy I guess, cause somebody was supposed t wake up & do his presentation but I dont know if he did!

Season started on Monday for the girls, & it started off rather well. Played ACJC & won 3-2. Will be playing against CJC later in the day, heard that they lost to ACJC 4-1 so hope we can win! :D Boys also started, played first against AJC but lost. Keep on fighting boys!

Ohwell I'm gng t sleep already. Yawns. Ciao world. (:

I know you still love me ; I will keep it in my heart, in a deep deep place so that the love will stay there forever & nobody can get it out of me. :D

Qin signed off @1:57 AM

Haven't been blogging for awhile, too lazy, & too many things in my head that I don't feel like writing down. Thought of closing down my blog, too busy to maintain, I will consider.

These few days haven't been very enjoyable, in fact it can be considered as the worst days of my life. Shan't elaborate, I'm turning loner soon, keeping everything to myself. I'm invisible to everybody anyw. Even though nobody is invisible to me, pls rmb that.

If youre looking at my blog & thinking about me, pls tell me. I want you t care about me ):

Does my support still matter to you now? It used to.. I bet you dont remember what you said during Berita last year.. Or, maybe you have a better supporter now?
He's just not that into me.

Qin signed off @12:49 PM

Back from camp! Like finally haha. All I can say is, tiredddddd. Not physically, but the sleepy kind.

Anyw, reached school at 4 on friday then had bonding games which were damn lame but funny. We had to find 6 kinds of different sizes of balls in like 10 mins, then in our group we had to pass the balls around w/o letting them drop on the floor. It was easy at first, but then when we had to pass the balls with our head, we lost hahha. Record was 27secs, but my group's was 26secs. Aiya sian.

Training after that, as usual, no comments. Then bathed & dinner, which was fried rice & chicken wings from 85! YAY. We weren't on the schedule, abit delayed, so we only ended dinner at 11 ): Watched CoachCarter at 1120, ended at 1+am, & that was considered early cause smth went wrong w junrong's cd so we didnt finish watching.

Woke up at 530(!) next morning, then gathered for morning run to EastCoastMacs. Wlao. When people from other pdps sleeping at the track woke up at 6+, we were already getting ready for our run. :/ Ran around 4+km, finally reached macs! Good job Shan! Everybody had to cheer her on. :D

Had our share of breakfast, then was mental training :O Sat on the breakwater & listened, & when MrsGoh told us to close our eyes & visualise our games, I was like Zzzzzzzzzzzzz, closing my eyes & gng t sleep! I bet alot people also like that lor, sleepy la!

Finally done, bus-ed back t school & started trng! Then gym-ed, & finally broke camp at 240. WA all I could think of was to go home & sleep! Picts soon;

Haiz school starting tmrw, gotta chiong homework! & thr's article for me to present tmrw.....

I miss you baby, even if you won't know...

Qin signed off @10:23 AM

Training camp later! Didn't wna come back all the way back home t take my stuff so yeap i've packed everything into my racket bag & will carry it t sch! Oh man haiz so heavy.

Yea I should be sleeping now cause it's like 1.30am, and I just finished completing my tut 8 poyo which I have totally forgotten about. & tday's the deadline hahah. Heng sia.

Celebrated Mom's birthday ytd instead of tday which is the actual day, cause yea I will be away for camp. Shared a CarloRino bag w my sis, think my mom likes it! Yay so happy. I'm officially broke now cause I just bought for my sis a pair of heels since her bday's next week. That's why I hate April, 2 bdays cramp tgt, damn it. ):
Anyw, went CafeCartel w family this aftnn, ordered my fav grilled chicken. My sis tried baked rice, said it was not nice. :P Haha see la, mine's still the best. :D After that bought bbt, shopped for my sis's heels, then home-d.

I'm a happy girl. Those simple words made me happy for the entire day. Even if you said it by accident;

Qin signed off @1:22 AM

School's starting tmrw, i'm so not looking forward t it. ):
& there's trng which make things worse.
ARGH BAOBEI! Save me please.

So much homework t do but i'm forever so lazy t catch up. Lazy me.

Anyw, draws are out. RJ, CJ, ACJ, HCI. The team will take it as a challenge I suppose, not a problem. Right? :D I cant wait for the jerseys t come :D

Oh, that day Minhan was saying smth about not wasting food. He said, "One man's waste may be another man's food." Sounds logical, but I heard it as "One man's WAIST may be another man's FOOT."
I was like HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiyo I have hearing problems man.

Campus Superstar 2009 just ended, as expected, the little boy won. But still, the AHS girl got 2nd! YAY so proud of her k. Haha so cool, didnt even expect her t get into top 2. Lol. Omg, saw DR BOON on tv, & she was like "JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!" Gross & lame!

Heehee, as usual, I miss you alot. Take care of yourself, baby (:

Qin signed off @11:15 PM

GOOD FRIDAY!

Woke up at 830 today, yeaaaaa it's damn early considering it's a public holiday! Hahaha went cycling with MinHan & sister, wlao now buttocks damn pain cause the seat was so uncomfortable ): Cycled from my house to EastCoastPark, so farrrrrrrrr. But fun :D

Reached thr, went Macs, ate lunch, then played cards! Then finally left at 140, cycled home but it suddenly rained when we were at Simei! Stupid Simei la, hahahaha. Sat under a block & continued playing cards lol. Came back after rain stopped, & now I'm wet & sticky ): And i got a small cut on my leg cause of the damn pedals!

Alright, bathe then study already! Anw, A for pw! YAY.

PICTS.






















I'm missing you sooooo much right now. Don't go.....

Qin signed off @5:01 PM

JUST FUCK OFF LA BITCH.
You wanted me t give you my opinions and now you're angry.
I don't care anymore.

Qin signed off @10:15 PM

Oh gosh, finally had the stupid blogskin done. I thought the piglet one was too childish so yeaaaaa changed. Not very neatly done la, but I dont care already cause I got too frustrated doing it.
Ciao people, GP here I come.

Qin signed off @12:31 AM

Back from training, as usual, I'm always not looking forward t it. Training makes me wna skip school ): but I wouldn't cause I'm a good girl. It's basically all matches now, nothing new, play rest play rest dismiss go home. Ended slightly later tday acty, but guorong's bro & mom fetched us home so yea reached home early!

Econs paper was so screwed up HAHAHAHAH all I can say, it's a BIG FAT U. Not that I'm proud of it, but yea it's just so funny cause almost the whole class got about the same range of score. We studied okay, just whatever we studied didn't come out. D:

Gelare tmrw! :D Cause it's half-price ^^

Alright. Bathe, pack bag, sleep. Ciao peeps :D

It's really tough, having t go through all these. I'm persevering, but I wonder how long more can I last? I don't wanna give up.. you mean so much t me. Sometimes I just hope you can feel what I'm gng through, feel my fear & then maybe you will understand why I feel upset easily. I'm really afraid, very afraid.......

Qin signed off @9:54 PM

Why are there so many fucking problems around me?

Met up w Naresh yesterday after his duathlon, heard that he got 6th in his heats. Good for him. (:
Went out after that, t FortCanning Park w MinHan. Eerie park I must say, the escalators are so... picts not w me, will upload soon.

I hate it when people put the blame on me, especially when I didn't do anything wrong.
I'm so not gonna talk t you anymore. BITCH.

Qin signed off @10:28 PM

HEY YOU TOOTIE,
GLAD YOURE ALRIGHT NOW.
YOU WERE IN SUCH A FUNNY STATE LAST NIGHT I JUST COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING HAHAHAHA.

Haiz it's time I care for others. :D

Qin signed off @12:59 AM

I wanna throw my racket away.
For once, badmtn means nothing t me. It has taken up so much of my time, & I don't think it's worth it. All these years of spending my effort into this sport, I realised I was just blindly following my friends. Yes I do love the sport, but training for it has unexpectedly killed my passion. I did have dreams, of doing well in the sport, but eventually, I just couldn't bring myself to love the sport anymore.
One more month left, I'm just gonna do what I'm supposed to do. Not for the passion, not for the love, but for the respect that the team & jiaolian deserves. This will be my last year training for badmtn anyw, i will give my all, & then I won't train for it again.

See? Badmtn has killed me.

But one good thing about TJBT!
I got t know you because of badminton. Fate is just so amazing. & I'm happy cause you never want t see me upset. That's enough. (:

OH & GREAT NEWS! GAMMA WON THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR TRACK&FIELD MEET THIS YEAR! 3RD YEAR CONSECUTIVE! WELL DONE PEOPLE! especially you :D

Qin signed off @10:51 PM

I changed my blogskin! YAY piglet is just so adorable :D

Update when I come back from school! (:

Qin signed off @6:45 AM