Changed to a simpler blogskin. The simpler the better. How I wish everything in the world can be simple. But then agn we wont be able t differentiate smart & stupid people if everything were t be simple. Agree?

Season ended, lost to VJ 1-4 & won DHS 3-2. No more training, means study time. At least I wont have to stay in school till 9. School ystd ended at 1230 & I reached home at 130! How cool is that, I dont get to reach home so early in the past.

I guess all the j2s in the team are stepping down now with no regrets. All the time&effort put into the team & trngs, I think it's all worth it. Not that I've been to alot of trng sessions, but I could still feel the warmth of the team, esp the girls. That day before VJ's match, we cheered at the stage. Really loudly. That was when I felt the unity of the team, the team w a goal to fufill. Even though we didnt manage t get into top4, the temasek spirit will always be thr. Despite all the bitchy-ness or whatever among us, at the end of the day, we are still united as one. People will rmb TJBT 09, because we were the ones who went up to opponents & coaches to shake their hands, to thank them for the matches played that day. It's a kind of respect, that people will give you even if youre not the best in skills. People will rmb the team that showed undying effort on court, that displayed good attitude on court, that consists of members who will support one another no matter what. This, is the team that I love. With that, TJBT girls' season ended w respect from everybody, & w a spirit that nobody will forget. ((:

End of badmtn. I swear I'm not gna get into another r/s anymore. It's always good in the start, but can you all bear the pain when it ends, esp when it's not ur choice & you didnt want it to end?

Sometimes I think that I'm living in self denial, believing in things that are not true. I dunno, i really wished they are, but somehow words have proven it otherwise. Those words...they are cruel. Really. You always say that I dont know how to mince my words, I've changed now, but what about you? Do I take it that you know how to mince your words and the words that you said are rly from the bottom of your heart?
Everytime I ask for your honest feeling, I prepare myself for the worst. But in the end, I still get upset, even though I've already expected the answer. I dont wna guess anymore. Just tell me what you think straight into my face & I will give up. Holding on to smth that has already long gone..it takes very long for this reality to sink in but I'm prepared to move on, for you to forget about me but never the other way round.

I dont want to hear those 3 words agn.
"I DONT CARE." IT SUCKS. got this from my sis's blog. not that it's referring t me, i just think it's so sad for the girl.

i'll nvr forget this. (:

遇到曾经爱过的人，记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人...

the feeling sucks ok, i know its my fault.you once said you will always want me.. is it still the case now?

Qin signed off @11:15 AM