You know, I feel like my life's such a failure. Can't get anything I want, but what more can I ask for? What rights do I even have t ask for more?

Went trng on Wednesday, felt good & bad. Good because the feeling of badmtn is back, bad because.. I'm using badmtn t vent all my frustrations. Asked Naresh t keep letting me smash, it was then that I realised I had so many things t let go, so many obstacles t get rid of. But guess what? I cant even win by smashing, and ended up making mistakes & losing instead. I guess this really depicts my life - Trying v hard t get rid of so many things but in the end I get tired & lose out; & the obstacles remained standing & still blocking my way. That session's smashing, my arms really hurt after that, but I didnt give up, I continued smashing, but Naresh could still take all my smashes. Maybe this is just fate; I will never achieve what I want, no matter how hard I try.

I'm srsly tired, of all the rumours, and the emotions that I know I shouldnt have; but I wont give up. Love includes understanding, I know. I hate myself.

Anyw, Happy Birthday Shan :]Hope you liked the present & the book.

Qin signed off @12:28 PM

Not much time left t prelims, Idk exactly how long, but sighs I just know I'm screwed >.<

School has been mundane, like srsly. & w protected time, school has been ending late. I like yesterday's mass civics, it was about stress management. The speaker told us about the 5 kinds of love language, which was exactly what MrsGoh told me before during 1-1 talk. I guess I'm the spend time kind, cause I can hold on t the phone for hours & say nothing. :D & I'm abit of the physical kind! Huggggssss are nice :D

My big toe hurts. How come ah?!

I like my class, it's kinda nice now.

MrsCheong is so funny, she should stop um4 chio3-ing already ^^

Oh & anyw, take care poor ZongYang! The team misses you! Get well soon yea? (: Hope t see you soon! ^^

Back t studies.

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而宽容
<因为> 范玮琪
I love this.

Qin signed off @8:36 PM

Finally caught a movie after like gazillion years. Watched UP w the class girls on thursday, met them at cs cause I didnt go sch wahahahaha. Movie was great, the kid's damn cute, esp. when he slide past the guy's aeroplane w his face stuck t the window.


Sighs I skipped 2 sessions of chem & 1 session of math protected already, shucks. Must catch up!

I can't wait for monday's lunch, we can finally sit down & talk. Don't forget k! (:

STUDY STUDY STUDY;

Class photo was cute, i think (:

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Happy National Day!

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Just a few picts before I go mugging!
JTS @ Sakura, Tamp Safra











More t come!

Qin signed off @8:41 PM

JTS yesterday and DSA orientation at Sentosa was the best day I've ever had w the badminton team.

The juniors made a video for us; I teared while watching it. Thank you TJBT.
We gave the juniors a photo frame each; though I screwed up mine but I still liked it.

You know, I can still remember the times when we did the farewell video for the seniors, it was just like yesterday. & now, it's our turn. Time really flies. Juniors, train hard, we believe in all of you!

Took photos w many many of them; I wna keep these memories w me; TJBT <3

Photos up when I get all of them. Period.

Didnt study at all yesterday; had so much fun at Sentosa and came back w sunburn. Gotta study soon. New timetable tmrw, not much changes, just dismissal time on Tues changed form 120 to 1230, and Fri from 1230 to 530.
Essay tmrw, during gp double period. & compre. This is the first time I've forgotten about a compre. The gp rep has failed. Shucks.

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