I'm left w Physics paper1&3, Chem paper1&2, and ECONS which I havent start studying for. Kill me please.

Changed blogskin again, a simpler one, but yea the photos took alot of time. Not nice then dont look k lol.

I've unlocked my blog again, sighs.

I LOVE SCHOOL, LIKE TOTALLY. Post-prelims timetable are out. I end class at 1050 on Mondays, Tuesdays & Thursdays, 1230 on Fridays & 230 on Wednesdays. How great is that! I wodner if I will even appear in school hah.

Qin signed off @7:15 PM

This family is srsly fucked up.
I wna run away & never come back again.

Qin signed off @8:47 PM

1 subject down, fight on people.

I guess I really dont deserve some of the things that I've got now.
I'm really sorry not being able t meet any of your standards, until now.
I'm learning, learning, learning.

Im prepared t give everything, until I've nothing left. All the efforts, I wonder if you've seen them all. Or maybe it's just not enough for you. I'll try harder, to do things that you like, to do things that make you really happy.

I dont wanna be controlled.

I'm feeling lousy now. Because I'm not the person you want. Especially when I cannot make you happy. You know what it is.

Qin signed off @12:56 PM

STRESS. Period.

Anyw, Happy Birthday t Sihui & Yuxuan! Beloved hah.

I feel so stupid all of a sudden.

Different status, different level of importance. I know what that means. I can feel it.
I'm struggling, I'm giving up soon, but not now. Not when I need it most.
It's the only thing that's stopping me from falling deeper into self pity.
I've nothing left. NOTHING.
Looking at the bright side of life; Wait. There's no bright side in my life, not at all.

I dont wanna be a puppet, but it's all worth it. I believe so. & I know it so. Dont make me lose my confidence about that, even though I know everything will come t an end one day;

I don't wna force you anymore, if it's really so difficult t do what I like. Be happy, with or without me. Be glad that I'm still here, because one day, I might just have the urge t disappear, to run away from all the failures in my life. Be glad that I'm still in your life, because one day if you miss me, you might never find me again. & Im happy t be in yours. For as long as it can be.
Cheers.

Qin signed off @10:00 PM

I finally got my braces taken off! I've worn it for super long, 3yrs 3mths & 12 days t be exact. Yayness!

Any difference? (:

Didnt go school tday, & I think tmrw as well.. HAHA wanted t study overnight at Macs acty, but ended somewhere else instead -.- Ohwells, it's all worth it anyw (:

Went shopping w Mommy tday! At ShengSiong & NTUC though, hah better than nth lah. Went t draw out money for my phone bill as well, sighs. & mommy paid all her bills at the AXS machine! She took so long that the people queueing behind her got so fedup they just walked away lol. So paiseh! :O

Celery porridge for dinner tday! My favourite! Home cooked food is still the best(:
yeah I know celery might be gross for some people lol!

Gng t get my retainers tmrw!

Qin signed off @10:31 PM

Happy Teachers' Day!
Lalala I hope all teachers enjoyed their day! (:

Celebration ytd was normal, the skit put up by the new tchers was super funny! Cool.
Didnt go back t ahs this year, heard that MsTay is not around anymore, so no point going back. Went studying instead, stayed overnight at macs and reached home this morning at 630am. TIRED~

I totally forgot about gp and math homework; I'm so dead. Think it's gna be a sleepless night again.. ):

Picts!


With MrsGoh(:
With MrGan(: He's damn funny, he only wants t marry MsTng. Awwwww!
With MsNorsheha(:
With MsNor again(:

Study! :D

Qin signed off @11:55 PM